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.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 4:03 PM Y
;all the things i'll never say.

; we live forever, and don't try to tell us otherwise.



fudge, i'm gonna fudging miss my class.
had class chalet on the 11th to 12th, and it was blimey awesome. altogether, i (or rather, we) :
  1. played pool/billiards (can someone tell me the difference?)
  2. bbq-ed (well. du-uh.)
  3. played more pool/billiards- we like, occupied the whole room until closing hours :D. following which, the guys led us back to the chalet through this back end path and it was dark and we slipped under the do-not-enter chain at the swimming pools, pranced round the swimming pools, climbed onto the jacuzzi to poke through this low little hole in the high bushes. knocked into many branches, stumbled out and ran like hell.
  4. got drunk. me meilin weiwen amanda went to collect the complimentary drinks at the pub and they allowed us in (and we were under 18 AND wearing shorts! how bout that huh.), and we met a dunman high alumni who bought us drinks + red wine when we told her we were from dhs too haha :D i think that's it with dhs. you could like, have graduated for years and still say hello when you see someone in dhs uniform. goshies.
  5. cuddled/ squeezied up infront of the tv and watched this horror movie. paranormal activity, anyone? scared ourself silly. most of us couldn't use the bathroom alone after that and we trooped in in groups :D
  6. trodded to the beach at 5 am plus, played volleyball in the dark while waiting to watch the sunrise (which never came, by the way, cos we were on the wrong side of the worldddd.)
  7. ordered 98 bucksss worth of mac delivery for breakfast! i was asleep when they took orders and couldnt remember my order at all. that's for not sleeping the entire night.
  8. ate breakfast, gambled (with plastic knifes. hoho) and talkeddd.
anyway it was awesome. nsrcc is the coolest (and prettiest) chalet, i tell you. hugeass glass windows everywhere in the first floor. it's a glass house! with a porch, a swing a few metres back and a kitchen with a counter and a (quite) big tv. oh and a mahjong table at a corner but we didn't spend 10 bucks to rent a mahjong set):
i love 2i. i can't believe we're not together anymore next year. maybe when you spend two years in a new school with that class, well. that ought' to explain it. am i making any sense? i can hardly hear myself think while i'm trying to blow dry my hair and type this O__O whirlllll.
anyway guys, it was an awesome two years together while it lasted. it's funny how you can't say goodbye to a group of people who went through so much together. interclasses, lessons, level camp, all that. just know that we could not have done it with anyone else. i have the bestest class. and everyone says that about their class, but i'm serious about mine. i love everyone in it and how the fudge will i go to a new class? we did so much together, it's pretty amazing how far we've came. cliche but true. anyway, life is full of cliches so try you talk without any *frown*.
this time it's different. thanks for everything, guys. but it's not as easy as goodbye. we were more than just friends.
we were family.



we don't give a shit what you think if this is our parade.


you love her. you would do anything for her. are you sure about this? maybe i heard wrongly. you know she's playin' at something but you love her so much you wouldn't back down. you wouldn't give up on her.
you poor, foolish boy.
i see more than that when i look at you. you, who loved not to wisely but too well.
someday, i don't know how soon, i will watch you crumble at her feet.
how do you piece back a broken heart? that's easy. you would know.
i suppose you have a little black book to pen down names of girls you've gone through.
but for all the names in your little black book she stood up against you when the rest of us couldn't.
you know, that mark in your little black book with my name on it will probably stain me for life.
i wear it like a tattoo.







WHO, ME?;
GINA
15

hullo,
most days, there isn't a rain cloud.
really.
i dissect myself here, sometimes.
and i usually do strange things to my correction tapes.
i would be fulfilling all my childhood dreams now,
if i hadn't forgotten all of them.
i'm afraid of many, many things
but i'm not afraid to be afraid of them.
i have a nose, a mouth and two eyes.
but of course, this is the internet.
i could be an anorexic penguin or something and nobody would even know.

take everything with a pinch of salt
(and a slight dash of sugar).




!SCREAM OUT.Y

yada yada yada. oncemore.


WHO, ME?Y

hello nice to meet you too :D


ooh; funky.

` i am sweet &and sour fourteen. and i want to be twentyone. but im okay with fourteen too.sorta.(:

` singlicious(: but unavailable. ><

` RSSIAN ;SIXONE07 .DHS.TWOIDYLLA.

` i don't post often unless i'm on a roll. but you didnt have to know that

` i moodswing like any other girl; but my moodswings are really, swinging.

` i love ferb. and oliver james. and channing tatum. one has green hair; the other two don't. O:

` my future is ZOMG™. or at least i seriously hope so.

` somethin' bout me-i absolutely adore chickflicks& chicklits.
those who don't believe in love&happyendings can go boil their tawny little heads.

` i hate posting about my day.

` i hate (too) posting about trips in day one, day two, day three formats.

` i secretly want a pure breed pony like any other girl. sorta.

` i love lists/listing. except when it comes to life. unpredictable is my middle name. among many others.

` i hate waiting in line.

` i love it when my turn in the line comes. especially if i'm buying food.

` chocolate is my middle name, my life and my substitube for just about anything. no shit.

` candy is mediocre. sweet stuff and what not. (chocolate doesnt count as candy.)

` next year i'll be fifteen. taylor swift sang about that before. O:

` when i'm sixteeeen, i can swipe my card at the dudes infront of the theater for nc16 shows(: sweet!

` i hate watching movies online but i do it anyway. desperation drives a girl forth.

` gachk. i'm not usually that desperate. it must be some good show, hunh.

` smileys are an absolutely must. and they do not count as punctuation sheesh.

` tiaras and toppings- a must if i ever become royal.

` i am. kinda. teehees.

` writing is my middle name. creative arts and what nots.

` colours maketh a woman so if you have a thing against them, steer clear!

` tatty teddy's aweseomly cute. all abandoned bears should end up like him.

` i don't have a favourite colour; unless pen-colour determines so; pink&purple wins hands down

` someday i will fall in love. do not laugh; it is very unfunny.

` and yes, i often burst out into song.

` i bounce around alot; gravity can't keep me dooooown!

` the pen is invariably mightier than the sword.

` i habour the ability to blast your brains over the floor but i practice regular self control.
most of the times.

` i am not-so-secretly in love with whipped cream. i lick that stuff when no one is looking/ infront of the whole world. who gives a shit, really?

` i love the way you blend dairy products and chocolate bits and cream into awesome double chocolate frappes.

` i crave for doublecheese burgers once every week. at situated times.

` i am a romance writer in the making. sorta.
for those who don't believe in love- i hope you fall head over heels one day and i'll be there to say 'i told you so.' *snarl*

` happyendings are usually overrated.
but not entirely impossible.

` a perfect guy, on the other hand; drat what are the odds?

` with music, comes dancing. or at least embarrasing, futile attempts that will not see the light of day(:

` with dancing, comes crazy, bubbled up giggling. but pretend i didnt say anything.

` i feel woozy and slurred after i pop small triangular pink pills. just so you know.

` maybe i'll even go blond someday.

` sometimes my life is a bad sitcom. mismatched ironies; cliches and what nots.

` i don't drink cooler/bottled mineral water unless absolutely necessary.

` i devour books. and i'm never truly full.

` correction tapes too. there never seem to be enough for me graah.

` i have a thing for skinnyties(:

` i love anything in mini/bite-sized; most of the times.

` i find myself subconsciously owning a heckload of red objects. heaven knows why O:

` i adore late night talks with special people.

` i honestly can't give good advice and everything i predict screws up/ doesn't come true. you have been warned.

` i love walking&talking. long dreamy stretches that edge on forever.

` i can't stand cryptic people but i love being cryptic.

well,
i dance in the shower and sing in the rain; i twirl around people and run towards food; fall head over heels for anything particularly cute with a smart mouth; and eat hotdog buns before the actual hotdogs. i have an overactive imagination and crazy action-packed dreams.
i hate using umbrellas and got tangled up in a disposible raincoat once.
my spelling is screwed up.
cucumbers and celery are exceptionally unappealing.
i never wanted to be a disney princess when i was young. still don't.
when i'm crazy about somethin' i go all out.
i'm only organized for certain things.
i will absolutely not tell you who the posters in my room are of.
i have a thing against floral prints
i do alot of nuts& bolts when i'm alone(:
i'm abit freaked by cats.
i have a thing for ribbons;
piano is my other profession.
i have a thing for black.
i eat tomatoes& apples whole& raw.
i can't recite the alphabet backwards since i'm struggling with forward already.
i'm half-nocturnal. sometimes full.
i love doodling. it's my part-time occupation.
daydreaming would be the full-time one.
i can't ever remember my dreams at all and half the time it annoys the shyt out of me.
i can't learn languages. seriously.
i get into heated arguments/ name-calling with the voice in my head. usually cranky snapping on my part :X
i cannot watch horror films. so sue me.
i love tracing paper and sketchy markers.
i am not quite so fragile-.-
there are two sides of me; the other only some has seen(:
i am truly not all glitter and rainbows.
i am a sucker for romance and what nots.
my evil twin runs loose somewhere.
so whatever it is; it's probably her fault.
i am me.
i'm kinda side to side. fickle and cranky one hour; happy and intoxicated the next.
the weight of the world is never on my shoulders.
it doesn't take much to blow me away;
but it takes a lifetime to comprehend me.
even for myself.
;/ especially for myself.
` i do alot of crazy shit.


but you know; it's a phrase. we'll grow out of it, they say. it'll pass eventually and they will all grow up, people say. but,.
a phrase? maybe.
what if these are the best part of our lives?
people come and go and be judgmental about a lot of things; but it's not a phrase, this time.
it's just me and you.
against the world.
life is so very short and should be wasted on chocolate and good books.
sing in the shower
and dance in the rain.
occasionally;
break the rules and bring down the house!
ohyes, we rule the world; phrase or not.

this ain't entirely a phrase; this is just us.
who we are.
may the memories never end.
not in this lifetime.
or the next.



FOR TEENAGERS WHO WILL LIVE ON AND ON!
>toast<
` and yes; we're forever

DOORWAY TO NARNIA;Y

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