.Monday, July 26, 2010 ' 8:44 PM Y
;all the things i'll never say.

cos i'm no super man, i hope you like me as i am
one of those flouncy days where you miss it terribly in your gut.
all of it, good and well, bad alike.
bus ride home today was too much to handle (almost.)
the number of cuddly couples was stifling.
maybe love is everyone's excuse these days.
pissed at myself for bothering to care.
people come and people go, in fact,
they mostly just go.
(might have mentioned so before.)
you are really not irreplaceable,
don't, don't, don't for even a fraction of a second think so.
you talk too much, i complain to you
all the time.
but when you stopped one day, i was so, so scared.
i think it goes to show that we complain a great deal about so many
things.
when underneath, we might not be able to live without it?
that's saying a lot, though.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
(mika.)
happy endings. what a joke.
three times over.
don't believe whatever they say
they only want to bring you down again.
be strong.
if not for yourself, you idiot,
at least for me.
for me.

and, 3L, i love you so much
i think my heart might burst from the effect of it all.
if it's love, then.
for sure, it is.
♥