.Wednesday, August 4, 2010 ' 11:20 PM Y
;all the things i'll never say.
The days are cold livin' without you
The nights are long, I'm growing older
I miss the days of old, thinkin' about you
You may be gone, but you're never over

But I know I saw a light in you.
"ohmygosh, i left the paper cranes on my table, will they fly away??"
- pause-
"i mean, will the wind blow them away?"
funny day of sorts, i think.
tons of running, not the happy kind.
in retrospect, there's something vaguely hilarious about the whole
thing.
mad crazy weekend. yog stuff on saturday and sunday, and all that.
will have to find time to breathe and
sleep.
am unbelievably happy.
madly in love with 3L and all the mad awesome things we do.
it's very, very, very cool.
i know, we complain a lot about you guys, but when it came down to defending you,
we'd stand up for you without a
second or third thought, even though it might have landed our arses in knee-deep trouble.
so what?
funny how life works out it the strangest way possible.
and how people are always so ridiculously judgmental.
hate hate hate it.
don't know what to make of life anymore so i will just take it all
with my eyes closed (more or less).
am not going to be afraid of what i don't know because then,
i'd be living with a rain cloud
above me and i don't think i could stand that.
been thinking.
my life is a huge mess, but don't make me change
any bit of it because there's no where else i'd rather be.
now just have to figure out what you, you and you mean to me.
it's funny.
it's nowhere near perfect, i should think.
but it's enough.