.Saturday, September 25, 2010 ' 10:46 PM Y
;all the things i'll never say.
feels like i've been ran over by a lorry
twice.
or something equally suffocating. but then,
it's all almost over, thank goodness for that.
yesterday was draining but slightly fun (haha).
though, i think there were times you wanted to kill me and then
you got that crazed look in your eyes when i gave you a blank face.
but then, you kept repeating it over and over.
heh, thankyou thankyou thankyou for not giving up even when you felt
like shooting me, or something.
today is for literature.
and anyway, i'm not moving from my chair until i do what
i have to.
it's really inspiring: people who stay strong even when they have every right to crumble.
so even if the world doesn't (seem to) care,
i swear we do.
no one's going to love you,
if you don't love yourself.
you know that feeling when someone makes you feel
alive again?
yeah, well. it's bullshit.